tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83746012011-07-08T23:23:24.903+08:00Germaine Chua Shi Minhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10508335660677618814noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8374601.post-7536990752007887442010-06-24T18:10:00.002+08:002010-06-24T18:51:26.150+08:00its so old school of me to come back blogging after like how many gazillion years. LOL.<br />Well, i figured out that this would be the place that i'm sure no one would still be looking at. Thus, i'm saying out loud here. =)<br /><br />I feel that why am i always the one who keep trying yet i would be disappointed?<br />Asking you out is like begging you literally! Like: OH PLEASE, GO OUT FOR A MOVIE CAN?<br />I'm not someone who likes vulgarities yet you know what? I feel like spamming all of it at you. I think you are a self-centred bastard can? <br /><br />Since you are so busy nowadays, can i assume you dont need a girlfriend anymore. Don't ask me to tolerate cause i how long have i been tolerating? You said that if i had 10% of tolerance that i previously have, it would be sufficient for you. But you know what? its not that i have lesser tolerance level now. its just that you have been depleting it since how long. Ya. i won't deny that maybe it would be hard on me initially but as time pass, i guess i would be used to it. i would train myself to be stronger and not to be reliant on you. i believe i can if i want. I would pack myself with more things on hand so it would be easier for me.<br /><br />I also have the feeling that you don't like to join my family as much as i do. Asking you out with my family,your answer would be: er.dunno lehs. i tell you again. <br />Come on la, having known you for so long, i know your answer like that is literally = to NO. I DONT FEEL LIKE. I DAMN HATE it when you dont want to do something but you dont reply straight away and then eventually left it hanging UNTIL I ASKED YOU AGAIN. Its like WTH can. ITS ALMOST MAJORITY of the time, you are like that. You know its f.irritating to wait everytime. Always knowing you wont be going but still have some thoughts that you might at least be thoughtful that day to go with me to somewhere. If you don't want to meet me, its fine you know? Just tell me straight and at least that would be better than you use another way like, what you want to do when you meet me? It's.. i don't know what word to describe that feeling. I hate it when you are being wishy washy about answering me when you HAVE already decided your answer when i asked you.<br /><br />ARGH. I JUST HATE IT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.<br />GOSH. CAN ANYONE ADVISE ME ON WHAT TO DO?<br />SERIOUSLY FCUK LA.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8374601-753699075200788744?l=xiao-squid.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Germaine Chua Shi Minhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10508335660677618814noreply@blogger.com0